Dream.

Am in my fifties now, and still a virgin... Yeah nature hasn't really spoiled me sexually.

But I remember that in my teenage dreams, I seduced the most beautiful girls in my class (in my dreams, huh!).

I even managed to have them in my bed! (In my dreams huh!).

But at the last moment, just when I was finally going to manage to penetrate her... (In my dream, huh!), I woke up sweating and couldn't go back to sleep to continue my dream!!!

This dream has pursued me throughout my life! Even in dreams I never managed to get a sexual relationship!